Long Lost Update & In Memorial
So much emotions these few days / past weeks. Having these mixed emotion ever since the day he was admitted to Hospital for the 3rd time with extreme worse condition and after doctor gave the advice of getting ready for something bad to happen in any time soon. The pain of losing someone in our life is somehow very painful; no matter with or without any hints / any preparation to it. Ever since He fall down from stairs, we knew the condition is not going to be good, but personally for me, things happen too abrupt. From he able to talk / to raise his hand to say hi and nod his head when I visit him in hospital, to the moment he cant recognise me, to he only able to open his eyes for 15 mins to less than 1mins, to he cant even open his eyes to respond to surrounding sound, it took less than 3 months or maybe 4 months. My heartache each time i see him suffer from heavy breathing and gasping for oxygen. Remembering back then, I told Andy, see how lovely he is, he hold his wife...