It was a complete complex feeling. I feel like I been complaining very much in the relationship - " Guilty" I feel like I been very emotional in handling conflict. I tend to victimize myself. - FML I feel like it has reach the top of my bottle - " Angry" I feel like I don't deserve to be ignored when i express my feeling, yet, I still being ignored - "Disappointed" I feel like I am not being understand by someone who called him honey - " Hurtful" I feel like I am not perfect enough to be with him - " Sad" All the mixed and complex feelings rushed in my mind, my heart and my emotion totally out of control. I shoo out all my feelings by typing it out to show how angry, how hurt, how dissapointed, how sad I am. But i realised, it was merely on my side emotion, because after typing sooo much, I was being totally ignored. That make me even hurt and dissapointed. To a certain extend that I wish i could put a fullstop to...