Fairy Tales Do Come True

Almost the end of the year of 2017.  2017 has been a wonderful up and down year for me, perhaps for him too?  Life is not treating both of us good all the time but i appreciate that on every hard time, I have him by myside to give me not only moral support but physical support as well. Couldnt forget how caring and how lovely he is especially during Annual Dinner (Hardcore sial to work it all by my own without any sub committee) To be Honest, I might not be the best girl for him. I am fussy, I am busybody, I always complains, i always make noise... but he has been the most patience and most give in bf i ever met. Who can stand a girl who so busy body about how many times u bath in a day? *yes, that's me*... I love how simple we can be. I love the fact that we laugh and smile each time when we met. We laugh over small little things. people might not really get what we laugh about, but we do, and thats what matter the most for us.  We use sight language t...

I love you so please try to understand... Please understand when I’m being irritable. I don’t even get myself, either. Maybe I just need you to wheedle me. Before you came, I hate sweet talks. But ever since I met you, it seemed to be part of my day. Please understand when I can’t stop over thinking things. Maybe I am just afraid of what will happen next. It’s because I can’t let you go. Please understand when I get insecure about myself. I always think that someone better out there will catch your attention. To love is to risk. I know you love me and I don’t have to feel insecure but let’s face it; we don’t know what the future holds. We can’t evade pain. What is love without little pain? It is part of loving and if we are lucky enough to pass through many storms and we could reach the sun and there would be no darkness for the two of us. I don’t want to think that we aren’t meant for each other because for me, you’re my destination.  You are my end game. I fell so damn h...

Do you still remember the first time you met your spouse/lover/boyfriend?  I couldn't recall the very first time I met him. But i know, his name is very familiar to me. Somewhere back when we have our Inter-state bar games, I was being told that he is one of the chambering students who offered help to assist in taking photos for the games. Then I remember we met at melaka clock tower for some event. I remember i said "Hi" to him (?) and no further conversation.  I remembered that we met during the shifting of MBar's premise. He doesnt make his present very significantly (?) I can't remember whether we did talked or not... But i do remembered that i offered to give him a ride, and HE REFUSED !  Then we met also during the launching which we dont talk as well. (what?.... why?!) He served me his long call's card and i attended his call as bar rep. We start to chat after his call. I congratz him and tadaaa... we started chatting since then. (...

Do You ever wonder whether Fairy Tales do come true in our life? It was very unexpected that I fall for someone like you...  To be honest, I do struggle at the beginning wondering whether this love story will end up like how all the other love stories do.  "Love do fail" In the year of 2015, I fall for someone who told me "love never fail", but we prove that love fail when lack of communication, and commitment in the year of 2016. It hurts me so bad that I not sure whether I could love again.  In the year of 2017, I decided not to look for my prince anymore because Love hurts, I do not want to undergo the same process of falling in and out of love again. To be someone's special in a one day and to be someone's stranger the next day. The words uttered and the actions showed from the beginning until the end, I couldn't believe those words and actions are from the same person that said "I Love You".  I'm a perfectionist in...