Thank you, I Love You

Do you still remember the first time you met your spouse/lover/boyfriend? 

I couldn't recall the very first time I met him. But i know, his name is very familiar to me. Somewhere back when we have our Inter-state bar games, I was being told that he is one of the chambering students who offered help to assist in taking photos for the games. Then I remember we met at melaka clock tower for some event. I remember i said "Hi" to him (?) and no further conversation. 

I remembered that we met during the shifting of MBar's premise. He doesnt make his present very significantly (?) I can't remember whether we did talked or not... But i do remembered that i offered to give him a ride, and HE REFUSED! 

Then we met also during the launching which we dont talk as well. (what?.... why?!)

He served me his long call's card and i attended his call as bar rep.

We start to chat after his call. I congratz him and tadaaa... we started chatting since then. (seem like i made the move?). He denied that I made the first move :[ Hmp!

We have ridiculous chat where we talked about almost everything, from blue to purple, from sky to earth, from here to there and etc. Read back our conversation and both of us still smile and laugh at how ridiculous at our conversation. 

Why you fall for him?

There are a lot of reasons why i fall for him, but the very main reason would be "the comfortable feeling when I am with him".

I made a point to all that I will never fall for a guy which is younger than me (Ops!), but to be honest, for me, he is just younger in term of age but he is mature in thinking. 

I found that I am very comfortable talking to him when we first went out together. We went to the seaside for a talk after movie. Sitting side by side facing the sea and listening to the sound of the waves, and enjoying the sea breeze, as simple as that. He told me that he melted by just looking at me. I melted by that statement. I found that I have so much things to share with him. 

Apart from the comfortable feeling, he is someone who is very gentleman especially when he offered his hand to me when I cross over the drain. 

He is someone who very caring, because he cares how i feel. Still remember back then, he asked me "what is our status now?". I didnt give him an affirmative answer because I do not want myself to commit right after our 1st date without knowing him in depth.

He is someone who very sincere. His sincerity is something that I find so attractive. He is very sincere in his affection towards me which amaze me. 

He is someone who treat his girl as priority. After my failed relationship, I find that priority is something very important in a relationship. To be with someone who put you as priority mean he really care about you, he really treat you as someone important in his life, he will protect you no matter what happened in the future. 

He is a sweet-talker. You will never believe that he is actually someone who never been in relationship before. His words and his action, can cause ants to die of over loaded sweetness LOL! His words and jokes, never fail to make me laugh.

He could make me smile easily. I smile a little more, I laugh a little more too when we chat. Looking at your own phone and smile, it is something so amazing. 

He is someone who willing to sit down and solve problems with me and to solve my problems too. He come up with solutions for every problems we have.

He is someone who always make efforts to make this relationship work. 

He is someone who has no temper. He does not bring his own negative emotion talking to me. 

He is someone who share things with me. He always send me photos to keep me updated with his daily life. I find that it is so sweet of him to do so because he treat me as part of him that he want me to know everything about him.

We have quite a number of similarity. I'm glad that we actually have the same view on certain things and even we don't, we are open for discussion. We have the same way in dealing problems. 

I believe that he is someone who help me to grow in relationship and life. It is not easy to find someone who love you as much as you love him (at least for me, i find that it is very difficult to find someone like this because I tend to over commit in relationship without realize the other half already stop giving commitment.)  

I appreciate ...

I appreciate him for being such a great boyfriend for me. It is like a dream that i found someone who has all the character that i dream for in a guy. 

I appreciate that he never fail to reply my text within seconds (except if he is busy, even if he is busy, he will text me beforehand to tell me)

I appreciate that he never fail to tell me goodnight everyday and good morning too. 

I appreciate that he never fail to talk to me through phone every night before we sleep. 

I appreciate that he never fail to hold my hand no matter where we go. 

I appreciate that he never fail to share with me his daily life, and every interesting things that he see. 

There are a lot more things that i appreciate about him, but to list it all out, i believe this post is not going to end... 

Therefore, Thank you, love, for being such a understanding, wonderful, and amazing boyfriend.