One Year Anniversary (In advance)
It been a year of knowing him.
Everything seem to be like "eh, the same day last year... this was what happen.."
Remember back then the 1st time we chat (like officially) was right after his admission to bar. I texted him "congratz" and that's how we started everything.
It was May 2017.
It was mother's day! He has family gathering at KTV. He recorded some videos for me to watch. tbh, at that time, i actually already off light and watching tv while waiting time to sleep. Remember it was around 11+? (yea, i slept early last time). He asked me at the same day "what time normally u sleep". instead of telling him "actually i should have slept by this time", i replied "it depends". HAHAH. die die must tell him as if i dont purposely stay up to chat with him. :P
and May 2018, Mother's Day.
I went to their family gathering with his maternal side at machap. it was 20.5.2018. He purposely bought me a cup of no sugar milk tea from diagon alley (my favourite! :D) and surprise flower under the passenger's side and not to forget my current beautiful phone cover! weee... Remember that when he asked me to take smtg from the car and i tot it was some kind of surprise and actually no and i told him "walao...i tot u want to give me surprise... cehhhh". He stole my idea and gave me surprise during 520. LOL. the moment when i entered his car... I asked him "eh, why this perodua book is out here" and he replied "i took it out lor". without much curious, i dont ask anymore and the kepo me suppose should have put the book back to the original place, surprisingly that day i didnt do anything and didnt ask much. LOL. when he fetch me back, he told me "eh i got flower for u underneath" HAHAH! so sweet sial. XD.
and not to forget the surprise for the phone cover. i told him few days back that i wanted it so much but i decided not to waste money and not to get it even tho i really want it. but he get it for me and gave me as surprise. wee... without any hesitation, on the spot i change the phone cover :D
It was his brother's bday, 2017!
Cant recall how did i found out it was his brother's birthday. and i told him to wish his brother "happy birthday" and he did it.
and he brother tot his group of friends that wished him, and he told his brother "only 1 friend" LOL. that moment, i melted okie. i mean melted maybe 20%, in my mind is like "wah this guy, not bad eh...he so steady to tell his bro that got one girl that he chat with wishes him happy birthday".
and his brother's 21st bday 2018.
Their family celebrated it (small celebration due to the passing on of their grandfather) and i went for it.
He gave his brother an angpao. which i contributed like 10% of it. HAHAH. was quite surprise on the amount as i know he is stingy LOL (but definitely not to me). I asked him "why u gave so much?" and he answered me "he is my only brother". thats actually make me feel so proud of him. (proud gf moment when i knew he actually very sayang that only brother even tho they dont talk to each other much).
Something that actually make me a little unhappy / sad that i actually realised their family is not ready to accept another fella (which i mean, me) into the family yet. I knew it is a family portrait and no one wanted the photo to be spoilt right. i mean anything can happen in future. what if we break up and that family portrait might be spoilt because of me. Even tho i understand, but still doesnt feel good about it. and obviously i dont wish it to happen right... Maybe I am too ready for this but they are not yet. expectation lead to disappointment. so this actually make me re-think that i might not be welcome if they want to take family portrait when the brother convo next year? Afterall, i also dont want to be the spoiler la and i dont want his parent to be unhappy about it and he be the middle person. so maybe i shouldn't dig on this issue? but i might actually wanted to distance myself because i feel embarrassed by myself that i so wish to get into his family?
Remember that 2017 Wesak day was the 1st time he catch my attention. It was before his admission to bar. He came to Malacca Bar to give us invitation card. and after that he went to the wesak parade. I commented on his photo that his mum looks pretty and he replied me LOL! and thats was my very sincere comment okie. not to get his attention. (maybe 20% trying to get his attention over me la).
A year has passed. We have went through alot.
to the ups and the downs.
Thankful that he has always be there for me and i wish i could always be there for him at times when he needs me too. (i wish that i did fulfilled my duty as a gf?)
the ups for us was all the happy moments together.
the downs was the passing of his grandfather (i might be abit or not abit but too overreacted on this, but tbh, im emotional when it comes to family issue).
I have always have the thought of wanting to share the routine of a year with someone special in my life. Unfortunately, never in my life that i get to share the routine in the past. Thankfully that i found him.
I swear that i never thought that i would fall for someone with braces (sorry, not being bias, but you know...), and i even told my attachment students (last year 2017) that i dont like someone younger than me. but when reality strike, i actually fall for someone with braces and younger than me and now im of the principle of "age doesnt matter in relationship" LOL! the reality fall flat on my face. HAHAHA
I always want to have someone that i could easily know at what point of time, what the person will be doing, and where he will be. I might be someone who is more on routine, so i find that to know my partner's routine is so important. For example, i know he will wake up at 7+ every weekday, i know he will have lunch either at vegetarian shop/ malay stall beside his firm/ kfc or some other routine's shops, he will go to aeon every 2 weeks (maybe?), he wil have lunch at around 7pm and etc. I actually love these routine, because im such person as well?
Sincerely hope that I do not need to spend another year to understand another person routine of the year but to be the expert of his routine in the coming many more years.
a year has past, anniversary of knowing each other, year 1.
Thankfully that we have been so weird together. We talked about disgusting stuffs together (or just me do the disgusting talk and he will just listen and respond to me), we talked about 18sx stuffs when we have our own conversation, we talked about our dream, our future, our stories and our daily life. Appreciate that he is someone who share so much similarity as me. I just need to do a thing and he knew what i wanted to, and sometime i dont even need to say it out and he would do it for me, for eg sending photos of what he saw to share the story with me. Even tho sometime im abit fussy over the photos he sent me without any explanation, but when im patience, i will ask him and i will slowly guess it, but when im out of my patience, lol, i will just burn him HAHA.
Tbh, im not someone easy to deal with. I have alot of own attitude. for eg, i hate alot of things. I complaint alot too. for eg, i was so mad that he took nice photos of other girls but not me! Hmp! but he knew how to handle me, handle with care :D
Thank you for allow me to talk everything with u, to have no secret with you. I hope that we share the yearly routine together in future.
Happy one year anniversary of knowing each other my dear <3 and cheers to many more years in future!
Everything seem to be like "eh, the same day last year... this was what happen.."
Remember back then the 1st time we chat (like officially) was right after his admission to bar. I texted him "congratz" and that's how we started everything.
It was May 2017.
It was mother's day! He has family gathering at KTV. He recorded some videos for me to watch. tbh, at that time, i actually already off light and watching tv while waiting time to sleep. Remember it was around 11+? (yea, i slept early last time). He asked me at the same day "what time normally u sleep". instead of telling him "actually i should have slept by this time", i replied "it depends". HAHAH. die die must tell him as if i dont purposely stay up to chat with him. :P
and May 2018, Mother's Day.
I went to their family gathering with his maternal side at machap. it was 20.5.2018. He purposely bought me a cup of no sugar milk tea from diagon alley (my favourite! :D) and surprise flower under the passenger's side and not to forget my current beautiful phone cover! weee... Remember that when he asked me to take smtg from the car and i tot it was some kind of surprise and actually no and i told him "walao...i tot u want to give me surprise... cehhhh". He stole my idea and gave me surprise during 520. LOL. the moment when i entered his car... I asked him "eh, why this perodua book is out here" and he replied "i took it out lor". without much curious, i dont ask anymore and the kepo me suppose should have put the book back to the original place, surprisingly that day i didnt do anything and didnt ask much. LOL. when he fetch me back, he told me "eh i got flower for u underneath" HAHAH! so sweet sial. XD.
and not to forget the surprise for the phone cover. i told him few days back that i wanted it so much but i decided not to waste money and not to get it even tho i really want it. but he get it for me and gave me as surprise. wee... without any hesitation, on the spot i change the phone cover :D
It was his brother's bday, 2017!
Cant recall how did i found out it was his brother's birthday. and i told him to wish his brother "happy birthday" and he did it.
and he brother tot his group of friends that wished him, and he told his brother "only 1 friend" LOL. that moment, i melted okie. i mean melted maybe 20%, in my mind is like "wah this guy, not bad eh...he so steady to tell his bro that got one girl that he chat with wishes him happy birthday".
and his brother's 21st bday 2018.
Their family celebrated it (small celebration due to the passing on of their grandfather) and i went for it.
He gave his brother an angpao. which i contributed like 10% of it. HAHAH. was quite surprise on the amount as i know he is stingy LOL (but definitely not to me). I asked him "why u gave so much?" and he answered me "he is my only brother". thats actually make me feel so proud of him. (proud gf moment when i knew he actually very sayang that only brother even tho they dont talk to each other much).
Something that actually make me a little unhappy / sad that i actually realised their family is not ready to accept another fella (which i mean, me) into the family yet. I knew it is a family portrait and no one wanted the photo to be spoilt right. i mean anything can happen in future. what if we break up and that family portrait might be spoilt because of me. Even tho i understand, but still doesnt feel good about it. and obviously i dont wish it to happen right... Maybe I am too ready for this but they are not yet. expectation lead to disappointment. so this actually make me re-think that i might not be welcome if they want to take family portrait when the brother convo next year? Afterall, i also dont want to be the spoiler la and i dont want his parent to be unhappy about it and he be the middle person. so maybe i shouldn't dig on this issue? but i might actually wanted to distance myself because i feel embarrassed by myself that i so wish to get into his family?
Remember that 2017 Wesak day was the 1st time he catch my attention. It was before his admission to bar. He came to Malacca Bar to give us invitation card. and after that he went to the wesak parade. I commented on his photo that his mum looks pretty and he replied me LOL! and thats was my very sincere comment okie. not to get his attention. (maybe 20% trying to get his attention over me la).
A year has passed. We have went through alot.
to the ups and the downs.
Thankful that he has always be there for me and i wish i could always be there for him at times when he needs me too. (i wish that i did fulfilled my duty as a gf?)
the ups for us was all the happy moments together.
the downs was the passing of his grandfather (i might be abit or not abit but too overreacted on this, but tbh, im emotional when it comes to family issue).
I have always have the thought of wanting to share the routine of a year with someone special in my life. Unfortunately, never in my life that i get to share the routine in the past. Thankfully that i found him.
I swear that i never thought that i would fall for someone with braces (sorry, not being bias, but you know...), and i even told my attachment students (last year 2017) that i dont like someone younger than me. but when reality strike, i actually fall for someone with braces and younger than me and now im of the principle of "age doesnt matter in relationship" LOL! the reality fall flat on my face. HAHAHA
I always want to have someone that i could easily know at what point of time, what the person will be doing, and where he will be. I might be someone who is more on routine, so i find that to know my partner's routine is so important. For example, i know he will wake up at 7+ every weekday, i know he will have lunch either at vegetarian shop/ malay stall beside his firm/ kfc or some other routine's shops, he will go to aeon every 2 weeks (maybe?), he wil have lunch at around 7pm and etc. I actually love these routine, because im such person as well?
Sincerely hope that I do not need to spend another year to understand another person routine of the year but to be the expert of his routine in the coming many more years.
a year has past, anniversary of knowing each other, year 1.
Thankfully that we have been so weird together. We talked about disgusting stuffs together (or just me do the disgusting talk and he will just listen and respond to me), we talked about 18sx stuffs when we have our own conversation, we talked about our dream, our future, our stories and our daily life. Appreciate that he is someone who share so much similarity as me. I just need to do a thing and he knew what i wanted to, and sometime i dont even need to say it out and he would do it for me, for eg sending photos of what he saw to share the story with me. Even tho sometime im abit fussy over the photos he sent me without any explanation, but when im patience, i will ask him and i will slowly guess it, but when im out of my patience, lol, i will just burn him HAHA.
Tbh, im not someone easy to deal with. I have alot of own attitude. for eg, i hate alot of things. I complaint alot too. for eg, i was so mad that he took nice photos of other girls but not me! Hmp! but he knew how to handle me, handle with care :D
Thank you for allow me to talk everything with u, to have no secret with you. I hope that we share the yearly routine together in future.
Happy one year anniversary of knowing each other my dear <3 and cheers to many more years in future!
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